NullDrone

I basically know what stocks to pick I think anyway, at the moment i'm really waiting for some kind of push or something to know what to do to get started, it's telling me millions and i'm being recognized around my area as the great chelsea or something.

When working on code it’s easy to learn the syntax but if you don’t have a strong rational mind you will struggle, what I’ve been doing in the last few months is strengthening my mind, because working on code can be confusing. Im booking programming lessons through super prof, will also ask if he can help teach me C. You can understand the syntax and keywords of a language but doesn’t mean you can work on code. So learn this. Also I’ve been learning how the system works, see this is key also, learning how things work, learning and realising what mindset you are in and getting in the appropriate mindset for what your doing, what I learnt is you think different ways at different times, learn what triggers each mindset, and you become powerful. For example a policeman thinks in a certain way, an electrician in another, a web dev in another, if you can easily switch from mindset to mindset you can do many things.

https://github.com/kamranahmedse/developer-roadmap/raw/master/img/frontend.png?year-2020-2 https://github.com/kamranahmedse/developer-roadmap/raw/master/img/backend.png?year-2020-2 https://roadmap.sh/roadmaps/react.png Agree with this?

How do I understand for example this project: https://github.com/gatsbyjs/gatsby The code structure of the project is: .circleci .github .yarn benchmarks docs e2e-tests examples integration-tests packages peril plop-templates rfcs scripts starters There's also contributing.md but this doesn't really explain on how I could add code to the project, I also am not sure how I could understand what each thing does in the project? On a youtube video he says you can search for issues using githubs search function, but i'm not even sure how I can download an issue, fix it, then reupload, do I have to download the whole project then just reupload the issue. I want to get stuck in on github and contribute but am stuck. I've found a few projects but am not sure how to contribute to them.

I have wordpress plugin boilerplate and am using that to create this clock. But like I said before I just think this is a rat race job and feel moody again doing it, I think there must be something better to do. You know the system is designed to keep you down, and people do not realize they're just slaving away for no reason at all.

Why don't you upload all your projects to github so I can have a go at them, i'm bound to crack one then move forward from there.

Do you have any recommendations of what I could work on? I mean stuff not starting from scratch?

Is there any projects I can contribute to rather than create a project off a list of instructions? This one gives instructions on how to do, i'd rather just work on existing code, maybe just play about with it a bit see what it does.

Hello, i'm in need of some practice projects, atm i'm finding myself stuck doing one but if i'm given multiple i'm bound to crack one I've tried being part of group on github but this is out of my skillset, i've searched for projects on there but they are too advanced for me to contribute I want to get stuck in but am not sure how? On github i use the explore/topics option then select js but struggle to find a project i can contribute to

I feel like I would make a good developer once I overcame the hurdles I am presented with I think it is a mental health issue, and really I couldn't care less because life is ****e regardless Your in the rat race and you say your happy but your not so it's no wonder why I disregard pretty much everything you say

My head feels ****ed and I literally feel incapable of doing web development due to lack of being able to plan this out and execute, how do I go from small tasks to big tasks? The thing is none of it is even set in stone so you find yourself stuck in a mess - web dev is a mess, for someone like me who's messy and disorganized it's not really compatible. I've generally lost energy and time now and I think actually the problem was that i'm just all over the place to be a developer, I can't plan it out, then execute. So basically starting this all over again just isn't going to happen because i've lost time now, I aint wasting more, and I have wasted a lot, I was suffering from mental health in the beginning and it's only got worse that i'm starting to develop a mental illness, I wish I could tell people of this but nobody listens or cares about someone who's suffering - I just think someone like me is setup to fail. And actually I just have to game the system the best I can. I think it would be a bad idea to get back into this, not only that chances are it would lead to a rat race. Or is this just my depression? Because now I just feel like i'm all out of time, energy and i'm stuck, but this could be because something buggered my mind up in the first, then you feel like ahh no I haven't got any time, so i'm not sure. I would be able to do this, if I could plan it out to take small steps leading to bigger ones, then do that but this is such a mess, and the tasks set are too hard, I do not get why I can't just progress from easy stuff to harder?

This one's good too

I am thinking of living another life, I don't think i'm supposed to be a normal person. Don't you think by now? If I was a normal person I would at least have been given a start in something.

You know I went to the hospital a few months back telling them of a spiritual experience I had and the nurse there saw what happened but chose not to speak out because she could lose her job, and the thing is I actually got the police called on me for that, which is stupid, so it goes to show and confirms my thoughts that you have to be a norm in society to not be punished and held down by the system, I've been in the hospital other times but act normal, if your not normal, you will face so many hurdles, struggling to get jobs, lack of help at college, lack of support from friends. Cos the thing is I know of many people that knew people that gave them a job, I wonder why someone like me has struggled so much and it's starting to make sense that norms naturally just face less hurdles in life, norms don't really get punished or hated on, whereas someone like me is isolated and treated badly, disrespected, I find i'm held back in every aspect of life. Even friends that you thought were your friends turn out to be fake, which confirms my gut feeling, they can be one person with you and then with mates is a whole different person, I suspected he was somewhat fake and he confirmed it, I don't trust him any more. Majority of jobs out there are minimal skilled, I just think it's this way for a reason, you look on indeed and there's so many rat race jobs like (call centre, retail assistant, receptionist, sales assistant, data entry etc) majority of the work force is a rat race, even the engineer jobs over here aren't of the skill level in the US, they wouldn't want someone like me, they want someone that been to uni and got the best grade, and when they do get the job you'd find that it was disappointing, I thought before ahh yh this is great but it's actually ****e, I was thinking maybe rats make better workers? See if you have character irrelevant to the job it would be distraction, so yh they just want John Smith who's got a 1st on his bachelors degree. I mean even in the engineering classes I went to they all seemed pretty apathetic about the job they were doing, and one even admit engineering's garbage, you imagine it to be this amazing career but is doing stuff like wiring up these pcb's, basic stuff, I imagine the same is true of this, it looks great on the surface but say 90% of people doing it are at junior level and they also feel pretty apathetic about it - it seem true of here. I really wouldn't be surprised because i've slowly come to realize that many things in life aren't actually what you think it's like, when your young you tend to be so ambitious and optimistic about what it's like but you'll be disappointed, see this is mistake I made is thinking it's good, most of it is a load of ****e, but of course your not allowed to think that, the system is designed to have slaves, not people who want to work up into higher positions or who would negotiate salary, a normal person fits and they can work together better, not normal people wouldn't work well as a team, so you have to be normal, not a threat to people high up and make them the most money you know, the type that is just dumb and exploited easily. There must be some way to be a master rather than slave? There must be some work around or flaw to the system.

Thanks for that Robert i'm feeling quite a bit better now.