i am angry and annoyed. i went to discord to ask for help, i was ignored and ignored until i said a rude word then the users took note of me. Aparently they ignored me because im entitled and demanding. but also because i was in the wrong chatroom for that purpose (i was in more specific . technical chatroom as appose to more gerneral design support). 

I was trying to make it fully clear what my position is and what I am trying to achieve but that comes across as entitled.

im just at a point in life where i feel if i try to connect and reach out - i am rejected. if i work on my own in isolation(so to speak) the work loses purpose and meaning. 

i just wish i was normal, frig this life!

 

 

Edited December 7, 20196 yr by geniebud2

Probably, the community where you asked for answers, maybe the users are little busy or don't know the answer to your questions. 

Even I am in this position, I have less people to ask my questions to, I'm working in isolation too and yes, it is sometimes very frustrating.

but try real life once, it works better!

 

PM me with your issue, I'll try to solve if possible.

My 2 cents:

Everyone is normal, but be kind. Just be more of yourself, and be kind. Your vibe attracts your tribe (you won't please everyone).

I love reading the book `The Seven Spiritual Laws of Success', by Deepak Chopra.

(Think of success as meaning happiness.)
It's a tiny book (7 chapters) and takes about an hour to read.

If you go outside in the fresh air and read it, I expect you will feel a little calmer afterwards.
It reminds us that life tends to be a spiritual game and some things seem to come our way if we help them go to others first. Of course, we all have different beliefs.

Seek and you will find. You are not alone.

And just because I have this opinion doesn't mean that my life is perfect or blissful. It just means that we can all step back and take a deep breath and focus on what's important at the end of the day.

Trying to be liked is a waste of time. High five! Group hug!!

Edited January 24, 20206 yr by Grant Barker
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On 12/7/2019 at 4:37 PM, geniebud2 said:

i am angry and annoyed. i went to discord to ask for help, i was ignored and ignored until i said a rude word then the users took note of me. Aparently they ignored me because im entitled and demanding. but also because i was in the wrong chatroom for that purpose (i was in more specific . technical chatroom as appose to more gerneral design support). 

I was trying to make it fully clear what my position is and what I am trying to achieve but that comes across as entitled.

im just at a point in life where i feel if i try to connect and reach out - i am rejected. if i work on my own in isolation(so to speak) the work loses purpose and meaning. 

i just wish i was normal, frig this life!

 

 

I have depression also and can completely relate to this, it's like nobody listens to or cares about anything you say.

Then I found a solution, to detach from people and pretty much don't care what they think, I've just found people to be usually limiting and unsupportive, you find that you don't need them, you can do things on your own, you find yourself more capable when you believe more in yourself, I find myself struggling with self esteem, and people definitely haven't helped. Like everything they told us growing up was such bull****, I find the start a lot us have been given in life is just ****ing rubbish, it just makes me realize majority of the things we are told is useless and doesn't actually get you anywhere, it annoys me because a lot of my gut feeling is always ignored by people, then it turns out to be true, you figure out their just dumb, but they never gave a damn about you anyway so why would they listen? You just have to say **** them, if they don't listen it's their own problem. Unless someone's actually supportive or is actually trying to help, it's best just telling them to go **** themselves. These days I just got this huge "**** you" attitude and it's great.

What worked for me was prozac, I can tell you are depressed because I've been through similar experience.

Edited February 1, 20206 yr by NullDrone